Lord, please send good Christian friends my way. for people who are on the same frequency, for a good support group and not just pockets of friends from here and there but Lord, for people with whom i can be accountable to. =/ maybe all of this is a necessary part of growing up. losing close friends and that core group. close and good friends leaving for studies overseas and some, leave church altogether. everyone feels so scattered. i've pocket of friends from various stages of growing up but we've all drifted and with perspectives that are so diverse, it's hard to feel at home. argh. or maybe it's just me. my thoughts are in a jumble but i feel like i lack good friends ): so God, i'm praying for You to send them my way and for me to be able to see that and for courage to be vulnerable enough to share. sigh.