happy

so glad to have studied in church yesterday -- being able to lunch with woei xi (she's back!), laugh about silly stuff with the rest helped stave the stress. and then Ian came over to keep me company -- i'm so glad that you came (: so thankful for being able to spend time together albeit it being short. thanks for coming. it mattered (: laughing and talking with you, all the way back home lifted my spirits.

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to never ever forget what it means to pray desperately, what it means to be wholly dependent on You too. to focus on Easter Sunday and not just Friday.

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now, work hard, work fast. make time. pop by youth camp.

so encouraged by the younger ones stepping up to serve in boldness and in faith (esp. after hearing stories of how they take time out to wait on God first, together as a team, and in encouraging one another), leading with spiritual authority and grace in loving others. what availing and faith-full hearts. thanks be to Jesus! (:

one year

happy anniversary hon (:

it's been a wonderful year

albeit crazy with th

e ninethousandkilometres

so deeply thankful for you

love!

(:

in the little things

the 'lil tyke made my day (:

rise above

so super grouchy today :/

maybe it's because lunch wasn't good but at least the company was .. (:

i feel sorry for Ian who's doing work with me.

my awful sullenness

i think... it's because i haven't been resting enough for the past 2 weeks or so

a typical day's routine consists of:

wake up, qt, go to school to work, lunch, work, dinner, work, go home, work, unwind, sleep (6-7hrs)

repeat cycle.

it's gonna be like this for the next 20 days.

sigh

just wish i had more time for ministry, really.

more time for family

more time for friends - it does feel like we've all drifted apart in some ways

wishing that that didn't have to be

praying for friendships to be restored

more time for this disconnected heart to be rewired

brought into where you are

yearning for connectedness today, i am.

for time that's spent meaningfully

and not spent fretting about essays and GPA.

yet i know it's a necessary process

i got into NTU by His grace

the very same Grace that will see me through

all for Your Glory.

for You

"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God."

- 1 Corinthians 10:31

Jesus, be my perspective.

aiyo min, SMILE please!

it's been a year

since you held my hand in yours

(:

tired.

20 days to freedom

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wishing that i could go for youth camp

praying that i can still make a difference

praying to hear

praying for greater faith

praying for love

praying for courage and strength to do

praying, for passion --

passion for Your Name

compassion for Your people