like tonight; i wonder if God's passed me by because i see the wonderful things that He's doing in the lives of others and not in mine... i wonder if God's stopped wanting to use my life to reflect His glory but aiyo, i chided myself coz that's not true. who says He isn't just because i'm not seeing it right? sometimes, all we need to do is to stop focusing on ourselves so much but to remember who He is in our lives and it's when we see that that we truly let go of what we think we can do for God and focus on what He wants to do and therefore, truly know what we can do in our lives, for Him.
tonight, i go to bed remembering that I am a co-heir of Christ, that i am precious in His sight no matter how flawed i may be. I just need to remember His grace that abounds and the Love that covers a multitude of sins and regrets and that it is precisely this grace, mercy and love that sets me free to lead a life renewed, strengthened - one that is purposeful. to remember that although God is not through with me, He gives just enough to get by each day. to focus on the bigness of my King and live each day with that in mind and to breathe, live, move, think in worship of Him.
excited for tomorrow (:
excited to be serving with a group of friends who love God
excited to be laying on the altar this gift He has given me
excited to give it back, excited to share
to be humbled and liberated in singing to and for You!
what, a privilege.

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