just a bit of sunshine tonight

over the months of being here, God has been speaking and ministering to me in the quiet moments; in moments of choosing to sit and be still, which i know i haven't been doing enough of. i feel tears welling in my eyes as i type this because... i just miss being in His house so much and running around serving Him in the capacity that He has given me... that which i've taken for granted so much. i miss my 2nd family back home so, so much. never have i realized the importance of fellowship until now - they build you up and breathe life into your being, into the person that you are and can become, as iron sharpens iron.

empty.

i feel empty.

a God-shaped vacuum in every heart and mine.