lay bare this unfiltered heart

a ponderous post.

is anyone ever ready enough to deal with a possible loss of a loved one?

is it wrong to question inevitability?

i dont want this

if it means you're preparing to leave us

the thought is too hard to bear

i'm reaching my hands to Yours
Believing there's so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good

i'm setting my heart & mind on You

i'm unpacking.