realization?

so debbie and i were talking about first school days and i realized that hey.. i've got a really interesting first day of school to talk about!

so here's an update for first day of school!!!

*WARNING: this following post will not be of reflective content. just.. blabber me. or maybe, i just might sound like an airhead, but it's my blog, so my prerogative. haha.* peace sign.

it was GREAT (: finally met my uni friends after a long (okay fine it was only a little over a month. but you get my point) hiatus. i missed them so much. all the crazy talk over HL104. psychotic analysis of each other. displacements and denials, freudian slips. haha. the good old days.. and i found out that one of my lecturer's a filipino and another an american so far. what a mix. i've always found the campus to be an eclectic mix of people be it of diverse nationalities or justst personalities. people-watching on campus is really fun. full of surprises (:

i made three new friends yesterday. one of them's really cute though. BUT I JUST HAD TO EMBARASS MYSELF INFRONT OF HIM. *digs hole and hides face*. so you see, this guy was in one of my modules last semester. and he happened to always sit infront of me. so i noticed he had a shirt that has his name on it. but he never saw me ard before even though we've talked?? (sad face)(that line just sounds like it came off a hollywood highschool chick flick)HAHA. yeah anw, so yest my friend introduced us and he introduced himself. i said i know who you are coz it's on your shirt. and he started searching his shirt . and i said: oh not this shirt, your other shirt. the moment i blurted that out was the moment when i realized that that was a completely weird thing to say to a stranger! well at least for the first few lines to a new found friend! macham stalker! and inside, i was going: MINYI!!!!! or i saw myself disappearing into thin air, or turning in the other direction and run off (think kungfu hustle with the speedy the road runner runnin motions). basically, i was berating myself mentally. like... AHHH!!! i feel so shy right now. if he ever turns out to be one of my tutorialmates, i'll just balk. haha. but i'll live through it. been through many embarassing episodes before and i'm still alive and not with my face buried in some hole.

i think debbie summed that experience up well: you're always doing this sort of things. like a pro. HAHA. how true. i always have the most embarassing run-ins with the most unexpected of people =x if you read the earlier posts, you would know what i mean. but the best thing that debs said: ah, but nevermind. he's cute. HAHA. yeah he's cute, so should i hope that he's a himbo? tat he'll magically forget what happened? haha... nah not gg to happen. he's too smart and God-fearing already. good catch actually.

nope i did not just post that on a publicly viewed blog. no i did not.

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ANYWAY. lectures were fantastic. i loved survey of eng lit 2 and communications class! both surpassed my initial expectations. they actually good! though the seniors didnt give rave reviews for it. so now, i have even greater expectations of future classes (: so that's a good thing. for the record, i'm looking forward to later's lectures. yup it's 230am in the morn but i can't get to sleep. singapore lit and victorian lit, here i come! i'm so excited. YES! (:

i think i'm going to need coffee tmr morning. 4 hours of lectures. back-to-back. the horror the horror! but bring it on mann...

in the meantime,
goodnight world (:



*ps: i have a lot of thoughts about relationships, will prolly talk about it in the next post.